Over the years I have become old and boring. This happens as you grow up and have more responsibility like bills, and a mortgage. And the weight gain over the years played a part in it to as it became harder and harder to find clothes that fit, and were affordable. On top of this I became extremely shy. I went from being the girl that went from table to table at the bar whether I knew you or not and became everyones friend, to the girl that fidgeted and was to shy to talk. I blame this on call center jobs where I am told off numerous times a day and having people in my life who were playing with my mind and telling me people were talking about me behind my back, and they were, but only when she started the conversation.
In the short time I have been with roller derby I feel like myself again. My confidence is coming back and so is my style. Going some place 3 times a week where you feel you belong does wonderful things for your self confidence. This is not only helping me get out of my head and worry less, but is making life for people around me much better and happier. Thank you Roller Derby for helping me find myself again, I missed her.
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